The ptown life has been really good so far, even with money being tight for the next month. I've enjoyed getting to spend more time with my friends, having my own space, on top of that having a much bigger room, my bed room in hr was about the size of a really nice walk in closet.
On top of all that I got to go dancing (westcoast swing) last night for the first time in over a year. I had so much fun!
Now this is one area that my dancing buddy who lives in ptown too (the one who has been "making the moves" recently) has over Nathan, he is a really good WCS dancer, and not just that but he is also a really good DJ for WSC dances, and I love dancing with him. Not saying that Nathan can't dance because he can, but I don't think he knows wsc yet and I haven't gotten to dance with him yet... I don't remember if he knows how to do any ballroom dances.... hmm something to find out.
With that said, connecting really well with another dancer on the floor and being able to easily follow their lead and both laugh when we mess up, big turn on. So as of yesterday having gotten to dance with him, and he was the DJ for the night too it helped me start to think that maybe it was about time to move on from Nathan since he has seemed a bit wish-washy since New Years. I told this to Sarah and even told her that the few times that I had this feeling in the past Nathan would somehow pop back up and then I'd go right back into only wanting him again. Now don't get me wrong, it hasn't happened that often, just like once in the summer and then again by New Years, but it just so happened that the moment I thought that I would hear from him shortly after.
So this morning I got a text from my dancing buddy asking what plans I had Sunday evening. I told him I was originally planing to go down to vallis but was thinking I would be back by then, and also unknown to him I hadn't heard back from Nathan yet. So I told him I was probably up to hang out. Well that afternoon Nathan texts me letting me know he is probably alright for this weekend and which days wouldn't work for him. I just had to laugh. So of course my plan is still to go down to vallis.
Alright on from that silly "love drama" in my life. Other things are going well with me, no big healing going on right now, just not that time yet, nothing has came up for me to really work on again.
I'm painting again, working on my lion painting that I haven't touched in a few months. My bunny is being silly, her hormones have kicked in so she is trying to nest all over the place now, she really wants my bed, which means now when I am away I have to lock her up so she doesn't destroy my bedding, which is really a bummer because I really liked just letter her run around free and keeping her cage in storage since she did not need it. She is also trying to "court" me in her bunny way, aka running circles around my feet and lightly nipping my ankles as she makes little "grunting" noises, it really just sounds like she is humming. I keep telling her that for 1) I am female too and thus we couldn't mate, and 2) the biggest issue of them all is, I am a totally different species and we totally do not mix... but she hasn't gotten the message yet.
So we are on more bunny training besides me just trying to keep her off the bed now until she settles down, but also trying to get her not to nip my ankles because although it is light, occasionally it does hurt a bit. For the most part she does pretty good but she still has her moments. Which makes sense, she is still a very young bunny, she is 6 months (bunnies are able to live 7-10 years, she is the smallest bread of the lop bunnies and thus may live 10-12 years), her hormones just kicked in, she is totally new to this intense need to reproduce feeling that she is having so it's going to take some time, which I can understand. Plus there always the option that if she doesn't settle down here in the next month or 2 then I can always go in and get her fixed which would solve the issue because then she won't be getting the intense reproduce hormones anymore.
Alright I really need to get to bed. So I'm calling that done.
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