I love my CURVES

I love my lady curves. The majority of my abuses happened when I was 2 years old to 6 years old. When I was really, really tinny (I still am tinny but at least now I'm grown lady tinny, not little kid tinny). I was skinny as could be and straight as a rod. I stayed very flat chested through most of puberty and never needed to wear a bra until college. Although when I did hit puberty I did get a nice round "bubble butt" as my mom calls it. So beautifully round that I have a decent amount of black guys go out of their way just to compliment me on my bottom because they never see a white girl with such a "fine ass". I've always been proud of my butt. It is beautiful and strong, not a slap of fat but full of powerful muscles. My physical therapist was stunned when I was going through my leg issues, he was checking my hip aliment and seeing if my muscle masses were equal to see if either of those was the cause to my leg issues. He, very professionally appropriate, complemented me on how muscular my butt was, saying how most women's butts are just flab and fat, having nothing actually solid to them, but mine was solid, total muscle with very little fat, he was blow away. For not only did I have these extremely muscular legs that if it wasn't for the leg issues he could take and sell to top professional athletes and make bank, but me as a whole, nice round butt included was solid too and beautifully musculared all around.
 Not too surprising to me since I never wanted to be weak and thus worked hard to be strong.

I love my curves. This year I've actually have made it to a "B cup" with my breasts. I was so estatic when I found this out, and the whole time when I noticed they were growing. For no longer am I flat chested. I have curves, I look different than a little, little girl who was taken as sexual pray. I am strong, I have the curves of a woman. It makes me proud.

More than that it helps me feel safer in my own body. For if I am strong, and don't look like a little tinny girl, and don't have the same shape as a little girl, than the less likely I am to be some sick fuck's sexual pray, right? At least in my experience that's been the case.

I realize this doesn't help in the fact that way too many guys try, way too hard to go after me now, but as I said, I am now a strong woman. I have no problem shooting guys down... or elbowing them in the ribs if they try to get a little too frisky on the dance floor.
I probably get a little too much sadistic pleasure in shooting some punk ass guy who thinks he is all that down... and even more for elbowing them in the ribs when they try to dance too close or to friskily with me.