Bittersweet Changes

 I finally sucked it up and brought my concerns to Erik, who as I found out, was feeling the same. That although we both care dearly for each other a long distance relationship would not work out right now especially since we would have different weekends with our work, so even when we would be able to see each other one of us would be working so it would only be for a moment in the morning and a few hours in the evening before we passed out. We both noticed that we were feeling farther apart from each other this week. It is good to know I wasn't alone in these feelings but this change is bittersweet. I have lost my lover but I am keeping my friend, even if he is moving 5 hours away.